Today I Thought That Maybe I Live In Heaven.

Sometimes, when I lay in the grass outside on a beautiful day, I can feel my pores beginning to widen. It's harder to see, but when a breeze catches my hair the strands push my eyelids closed and I just stop and feel. 

And on my arms, the tiny dots grow and widen and I can feel them desperately swallowing the sunlight, the same way whales surface in the ocean and gasp for air after being under for a long time.

And the yellow light swirls into every inch of my body and makes me feel lighter and I smile and stretch and the warmth makes me glow from the inside out, I just know it. I can feel it, and I can feel the robins' eyes on me. They've never seen a glowing girl before.